p.s : aku pun tak paham, apa pasal ilham semenjak memenjak ni bau sangat busuk. narsisis. pesimis. kasar. jiwa kacau mungkin. ape tak, padan kena bahan bodoh je.
Kau ingat Batu tu semua tunggul? Kau sepak-sepak kan aja Kau tak ingat pada mana Setan nak usik kau, Kau lemparkan jugak Batu tu? Kau ingat dunia ni Setan nak menatang kau sentiasa? Kau ingat Batu nak jadi pak sanggup lepas kau sepak-sepak kan? Kemain pulak kau maki Batu tu bila kau tertendang. Konon sakit. lama kot Batu tu lepak situ. Kemain kau pijak, semata nak dinampak Setan. gitu?
Apa guna bila nama hanya pada nama. Aku tidak mahu namanya, yang aku mahu ertinya. Apa guna mereka nampak, kalau dalamnya kosong. Aku disini bukan tunggul dan tak juga aku tuli. Ya, aku tahu. Itu pun sebab menjaga kain-kain mu. Bukan, bukan sekali untuk mencela. Ya, sebab aku peduli, sebab aku khuatir. Diam aku bukan bendul. Ya, aku butakan mata. Yang mana aku ternampak, aku butakan lagi. Tidak bermakna aku biarkan, atau relakan, atau tidak peduli. Ya, aku mahu suara mu, kepekikanmu. Buat apa aku bertanya, jika tidak mahukan aku tahu. Atas nama, bukan?
Kita kan kalau hidup, jangan nak menganggap diri kita mangsa je 24 jam.
salah satu sebab, sebab kita bukan Tuhan, yang tahu setiap perbuatan, setiap saat.
kita tak boleh nak melihat macam mana dia melihat.
kita tak nampak, semua.
kadang-kadang kita bersangka kita mangsa,
tanpa sedar, atau sedar, atau buat-buat tak sedar,
atau sejenis manusia yang berfikiran negatif 24 jam
padahal, kita lah pemangsanya.
atau sebaliknya.
jangan pernah bertindak cetek,
raih dengan separuh cheese cake,
sedangkan kita terlepas bahagian red velvet.
aku tak kata dia pemangsa,
aku tak kata kau mangsa.
ya, kita sama.
sebab kita bukan Tuhan
dan kita tak nampak, semua.
p/s : kait dengan dua kali previous post aku. kita punya satu hati. setiap hati wujud rasa dihiris. Tuhan maha adil. rasa sakit jugak Dia kasi sama rata. bukan kau sorang sahaja.
wuihhh. Tbh, I've lil crush on acting. Please not take it as passion. of course, it will led to serious judgements. haha Nak dijadikan cerita, (like people always said), it was on 1st or 2nd semester, if I'm not mistaken, I was asked to help my friend from a different course, to be one of the actor in their course assignment. without a second of thought, i agreed. (kemain excited). Punyelah excited, I helped them with the editing part. well, it was my 2nd crush teehee. again, crush, which a word to cover up the amateurishness.
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This story is about a child who has a mother, who is deaf and dumb. It is also a parody of one of the ads in Thailand. And, of course, this story does not involve any of the living nor the dead. Enjoy. :p
And, guest what? They are haunting me again last semester. Nope! Not my friend. Yes, my two crush(s) just now. What a coincidence, we were assigned to make a video or a stage presentation for a course that we took last semester, Malaysia In Narration. Since, we have a group of butterflies playing around in our 'flat' stomach, we chose to make a video. Siapa sangka, by helping my friends before, I had learnt something from that.
I could say that we had so much fun in the journey of making this video! Personally, I felt very lucky to be in the same group with them.For me, Pien is so creative in creating the flow of the script, and the choreography for the dance. Yana, what an acting, girl. Umi, successfully brought the evil out of her. Gee, the best main character ever. Tak kesah lah apa orang nak kata, yang penting, we had so much fun! Thanks guys for giving me such a shcweeeeet memory. muah muah.
Okay, back to the video. So, this story is adapted from a book of short stories entitled, 'Pontianak with survival guidelines' written by Nambai (a Malaysian writer). Enjoy!
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