so yeah, what a pity. As an ENGLISH language student and not able to talk in English fluently, u have to work your a** off my dear!.
it was a totally embarrassing period for me.
it was so sad u know when u were in a class discussion where u are suppose to give your idea or opinion about some particular topics, but then u were just sitting there like nobody business?! grrr. for god sake Natasha, what are u doing?
that day, i felt like I want to hide myself under a blanket. (tuhan je tahu malunya aku time tuh) i'm so marvel with my classmates who were able to gave their thought like everything is on the tip of the finger.
yes, ofcs, i wanted so baddd to be that way. i wish one day i will able to talk like them.
' o Allah tussi great ho, bless me (tasha) and send me (tasha) an angel to help me (her) in a way of practicing my speaking skill.'
(the reason why i put my name in the bracket is that, when someone accidentally read this sad story, they will pray for me too. hehehe)
ya..ya..ya.. i know that 90% of it must come from me. challo bete!! work harder! u can do it Tasha. (banyaknya ckp utk diri sendiri, well everyone needs a self encouragement)
speaking of courage, (sigh).... i really don't have that in me. the moment i want to open my mouth, the teeth stop me! especially when I'm in the class.
tu sebab la when I'm at home, i always practice speaking in English with my 6 yo brother, Hakeem. Can u believe it? His pronunciation and vocab is waaaaaay better than mine.
Jealousy overload!
but on a serious note, i reallllllllly want to workout my speaking skill and also my confident level.
p/s : but being fully prepared on what are we going to discuss also is one of the key to talk confidently.
moral : read the notes before u enter the class! jangan malas! (note to myself! ofcs)
teeeheee ^^
assalamualaikum.
